I hope you know how much I love you. I was not ready for you to go and it happened so unexpectedly. I feel like you had so many more years to get to know the kids, to see them grow and make memories with them. I wasn't ready for you to go. During your service, I kept looking up at Jesus on the cross and thinking, " He has a bigger plan that I don't know about." I hope that is it, he must know something that I don't and he thought it was your time. I hope where you are you are filled with happiness and love, family, and a sense of not being lonely anymore. I hope that you are watching from above all the things that the kids are doing, watching them grow into little girls that you would be so proud of. I hope you are up there and can guide me through life and the tough times I am facing. I am asking you to help me where I was unable to ask for that when you were here. I want you to know how much you will be missed and how I will always treasure the good memories that we have made. I love you always Dad! Your number 1, H
